My dearest Lenore, I know I am quite possibly the last person you would wish to hear from, however, I feel I simply must reach out to you all the same.
I do not know where to start, for I feel there is far too much, to begin with. So I'll say this before I do. I adore you, Lenore. Perhaps more than I should and more than I should be allowed to. Against your warnings and constant berating of me and my love for you, I still find you nestled away in the depth of my heart.
It is because of this that I feel so heavy in my guilt. I have wronged you my sweet, Lenore. On multiple accounts. Believe me, if you will though I feel it shan't matter much now that the damage has been done. But it was never my intention to hurt you.
Perhaps you were right all along. That I'm far too young to truly understand my feelings towards you, to understand how my actions towards you affect you. I never meant to ignore your messages, I needed some time alone, with my thoughts and feelings, I should have expressed this to you before leaving, I know that now.
All I ask is that you at the least, hear me out? Meet me for a talk, won't you? Let me apologize in person?
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Date: 2022-01-16 08:46 pm (UTC)I know I am quite possibly the last person you would wish to hear from, however, I feel I simply must reach out to you all the same.
I do not know where to start, for I feel there is far too much, to begin with. So I'll say this before I do. I adore you, Lenore. Perhaps more than I should and more than I should be allowed to. Against your warnings and constant berating of me and my love for you, I still find you nestled away in the depth of my heart.
It is because of this that I feel so heavy in my guilt. I have wronged you my sweet, Lenore. On multiple accounts. Believe me, if you will though I feel it shan't matter much now that the damage has been done. But it was never my intention to hurt you.
Perhaps you were right all along. That I'm far too young to truly understand my feelings towards you, to understand how my actions towards you affect you. I never meant to ignore your messages, I needed some time alone, with my thoughts and feelings, I should have expressed this to you before leaving, I know that now.
All I ask is that you at the least, hear me out? Meet me for a talk, won't you? Let me apologize in person?
Yours fondly,
Adrian.